One week from yesterday I will join thousands of women as a part of IF:Gathering. I will be at IF:Austin with over 1000 women and we will be joined online with thousands from all over the nation and the world at IF:LOCAL. I am so honored to be a part and I have to tell you that I’m also a little apprehensive. I’ll be honest as to why. Let’s back up for a second…
Well it is here, it is simple, and it is big. The dream that is, the vision. IF:Gathering. It is a GATHERING of women whose common goal and common ground is simply wanting to make a difference in this world for the Kingdom. That’s it. That’s IF. So in February we will come together in Austin – to laugh, to dialogue, to share wine and break bread, and to pray. It will not be about the line-up or the Christian celebrities on the docket, it’s about you and it’s about me. It’s about how when we choose to come together and to dream then we will realize our impact will be better and our impact will be more WITH each other than it is by ourselves.
About 50 of us gathered for an IF experiment in Austin at the beginning of September and it changed us, it encouraged us, and it influenced us. IF:GATHERING is the result.
First take a few minutes and watch this video message from Jennie Allen to give you a little more insight. https://vimeo.com/75729261
Again there are two options for you ladies in February.
IF: Austin and IF: Local
IF : Local
We don’t want to limit this gathering to a venue in Austin. We are throwing open the doors, and inviting you to join us via webcast. Gather with your friends, neighbors or others in your community and join us virtually. You will have the opportunity to register October 15th. Then in the next several weeks and months, we will send you ideas and resources for our time together.
IF : Austin
Austin Music Hall, February 7th-8th
1) For the Austin gathering, we are eliminating the set ticket price, and asking you to partner with us, by giving what you can to the vision of IF. We ask that you join us in praying for God to provide the funds for us to turn the lights on!
2) Registration for IF:Austin and IF:Local opens Tuesday, October 15th at 11:00 AM Central. However, women who are subscribed to our email list will get to register on Monday. Sign up to get early access (Link: http://ifgathering.com/
3) This vision will not happen if we do not have financial partners. If you believe in this vision, then we ask that you pray about giving to support IF : Gathering. (Link: https://purecharity.com/if-
So that’s it. IF is for the cynic, the saint, the doubter, the believer, the dreamer, the wanderer, the artist, the thinker, the mom, the wife, the sister, the daughter, the hipster, the reader…. IF is for you – ladies. I hope you will consider joining us. I can’t wait to see the results of what we can do together… for our world, for each other, and for our God.
I look forward to sharing a table, a conversation, a prayer, and a glass of wine with some of you in Austin in February.
If God is real, then what?
I have asked many questions in my 34 years on this earth.
Why is the sky blue? What’s actually in a gummy bear? Why does my Memaw smell like peas?
My questions changed as I became a young adult.
Why do I have to be home by 9? What’s wrong with drinking? Why can’t I marry a black man?
My questions continued to change in college and in fact became very directed at the church or those in the church.
Why do you think you’ll lose your salvation? Why do you think I need to speak in tongues? How can we throw around the Bible and it’s verses, such as, “I’ve never seen the righteous forsaken and his children begging for bread” ON THE SOIL OF AFRICA? Would God really create someone to love someone of the same sex and then in the same breath condemn them?
Then as the years have passed, life happened and my questions grew as I grew.
Why does God allow suffering? Does God allow suffering? Is God all powerful, loving and good? Can God be all three equally?
Now these are just a glimpse of my struggles, my thoughts, my doubts, and even my desires throughout the years.
Good news for me and maybe you. EVERYONE has them.
Now we might not share all of the same questions but whether or not we’ve voiced them aloud, we do each have our own.
Right now it seems that WOMEN are finding their voices more than ever before. Women are choosing to be bold, courageous, and humble enough to own our doubts as much as our deepest convictions. Also I think, for some, we have even realized that our doubts are a healthy part of our faith and our spirituality. We are recognizing the tensions in our world and maybe even moreso within our own minds and hearts.
I wonder if you have found your voice or if you want to find it. I wonder if you would love to be a part of a community of WOMEN willing to own the tension, willing to ask the questions, willing to take part in being an answer?
Then welcome to IF.
This vision started by Jennie Allen and is also strategically driven by Lindsey Nobles is finally coming to fruition. It is coming to life because it has captured the heart of not just myself, Jessica Taylor, Lauren Chandler, Jen Hatmaker, Esther Havens, Tara Jenkins, Rebekah Lyons, Bianca Olthoff, Angie Smith, and Ann Voskamp but its purpose is striking a chord in the souls of countless other women.
These women are not necessarily on the same page with every issue – be it social or theological but we ARE willing and wanting to unite together…despite our differences and more importantly because our differences showcase the diversity and beauty of not only ourselves but of those who make up the body of Christ.
We exist to gather, equip
and unleash the next generation
of women to live out their purpose.
We are gathering and uniting a team of women, who already lead our generation, and unleashing them to lead in their spheres of influence. Together we will create a community and foster an ethos – connecting, encouraging and collaborating together.
We are creating a blueprint for intentional equipping – reaching women with tools that are holistic, strategic and deep. By providing easy online access to a like-minded community and relevant resources, we will release women around the world to live out their purposes. // Online · 2014
A fresh, deep, honest space for a new generation of women to wrestle with the essential question: IF God is real… THEN what? This 2-day conference brings women together and wrestles out how to live out the calling God has placed on our lives. // Austin, TX Feb. 7–8 2014
By partnering with organizations like Food for the Hungry, coming alongside women around the world, fostering relationships and utilizing our God-given gifts, our hope is that this movement will not only transforms hearts but leave a tangible impact on the world.
This is just the beginning ladies. I hope you will join us, join the conversation, find your voice, your purpose and choose to use it for good in our world. We need it. We need you. This world needs WOMEN that will use our minds, our intuition, our feminine wiles, our passion, our integrity, our creativity, our gentleness, our boldness, our lives to bring about the Kingdom. I’m in. Are you?
It is with deep sadness that I share with you the loss of Kelli Kremkau. I have known Kelli’s mother-in-law, Gina; her husband, Brian and her brother-in-law, Jason since my childhood. We grew up together at Indian Rocks Baptist Church. I only had the privilege of knowing Kelli personally this year. In February Kelli came and shared 5 sweet days with me at my home while she attended the RECREATE CONFERENCE.
Kelli, 33 years old, was in the midst of her fight with cancer at the time but cancer did not define her. She had a lightness to her, a deep humility, a fight and drive, a welcome curiosity to faith and God, and a reconciliation it seemed even with her cancer. Today she ended her journey here in this life. She left behind her husband, Brian and her daughter, Samantha.
Today we join God in His grieving over this tragic death. We join God in His beaming pride over this amazing life that some of us had the privilege to share a glimpse of. We join God in His hope over the beautiful legacy that Kelli leaves behind in her family and in all who have known this girl.
Kelli, today, I believe for you that
ALL IS FINALLY WELL.
I believe for us that
all SHALL eventually be well.
Rest in peace Beloved.
You can find about more about this wonderful woman here…
and how to connect and donate to her family here.
It had been a while since I had experienced a thin place, a moment where heaven and earth seemed connected and there was no doubt but to believe.
I was asked last summer to get involved with the ministry of Timothy’s Gift (www.timothysgift.com). TG is a ministry to inmates offering relief, hope and redemption through friendship, entertainment, and seminars. I was originally asked to help put together a “U.S.O. style” Christmas program -for a 12 day tour. T.G. wanted to take talented artists in to lift the spirits of the prisons during the most depressing time of the year for inmates, Christmas. The task seemed difficult. You could not sing anything too nostalgic, nothing that reminded them too specifically of going home or loved ones, it needed to bring laughter and funny songs, songs that they would be familiar with and then also remind them or tell them the story of Jesus, the story of LOVE. After recruiting the talent from GracePointe Church (which is FULL of talent I might add) I began the specifics of the program. By the Fall, I had resigned myself to the fact that I needed to go on this tour as well. We turned in our information to Ron Miller (founder and organizer of TG), which then of course had to be background checked and screened. Finally we were all approved and set to leave. 12 days, 19 prisons, 9 people (3 of us rotating in and out).
The day before we left Haven was diagnosed with the flu. She was horribly sick and I fought myself all day about leaving her for 5 days while I went on my part of the tour. After many conversations with Ben, my mom and Ron, I decided I needed to go. We left the next day. During the 7 hour drive to FL, I second guessed myself for most of the trip. Should I have left my family??? After frequent calls to Ben and my mom, Haven seemed to be recovering slowly but doing well. Finally on WED morning we went to the first prison.
I will give you the average scenario of the prison. We pull up to chain link fences and gates with 3 rows of barbed wire lined top and bottom. To say these were highly secure prisons, is an understatement. We would punch in our codes and scan our fingers and then wait for the guards approval to enter which could take anywhere from 15 minutes to an hour. We’d enter after they had thoroughly checked each one of us individually and all of our equipment. We were given body alarms to attach to our belts, just in case of emergencies. Once inside, we’d head straight to the chapel and were usually greeted and offered help by a select few of approved inmates. We’d set up in about 30 minutes. Finally the 150 or so inmates would enter. Some of them were rugged looking, some weary, some young, some old with need of canes, some clean cut, some laughing… but all dressed in blue.
We would begin with a welcome and a familiar song. Most of them, because they had volunteered to be there, were enthusiastic to sing along, to clap, to laugh. Others had to be won over but it seemed after 30 minutes or so,every time, it worked. The first half of the set was light, playful and even funny. The laughter that filled the room was infectious and healing. They seemed to know that we were there for THEM. There was an attitude of level ground instead of the usual looking down on to them that they are so often used to. Then we introduced our resident Artist, who shared her story of doubt and questioning God and finally the reassurance she found that God will cover her – all of her, including her questions, anger, and doubt. She told them that she would paint an angel that God had placed in her heart and that she would leave the painting with them to remind them that they too are covered. We then moved into sacred Christmas songs.
Finally, I sang the song “love me” (by JJ Heller) over them and it was in this moment that I knew I had made the right decision in coming on the tour. If you don’t know the song, you can listen to it fully here http://youtu.be/PgGUKWiw7Wk. The lyrics describe a young boy alone and also a woman who’s husband has left her, both desperately searching for someone to love them for them…
I tried my hardest to find each and every one of their eyes as I sang the last verse…
He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone. He’s a man in a cell, who regrets what he’s done.
He utters a cry from the depth of his soul, “Oh Lord, Forgive me. I want to go home.”
Then he heard a voice, somewhere deep inside and it said, ” I know you’ve murdered and I know you’ve lied.
I have watched you suffer for all of your life. Now that you’ll listen, I’ll tell you that I
Oh I love you for you. Not for what you have done or what you will become. Oh I love you for you. I will show you the love, the love that you never knew.”
I quickly tried to tell them that this is exactly why we’ve come but I was cut off completely by a standing ovation of applause accompanied with weighted tears. They probably had not heard these words since their mistake or if they had, from very few. But this is why we came. We came to tell them and remind them that they are loved. I told them of the idea of the Kingdom of God being like a table and that they are still welcome and have a place waiting at that table. That they are not their mistake and that they have a future they can step into. A better future. We had prepared 2 stations to administer communion. I would invite them to come, because Jesus invited them to come. I asked (as I have learned from my friend, Ian Cron) them to hold out their cupped hands in order to receive the bread we will break. I wanted them to receive instead of take and to be reminded that life, all of life and their life is a gift. Then they would dip that bread into the wine.
They started to come quickly, needy for love, for a gift, some more broken than others, but every last one of them comes on their own and receives. It’s the first time, maybe in all of ministry, that I recognize the truly sacred gift it is to share the good news that YOU ARE LOVED to someone who so desperately needs it. It was holy moments, with tears shed, wine spilling, bread broken, life shared.
I remember one man specifically. He was very tall and muscular and reminded me of Michael Clarke Duncan’s character in the movie The Green Mile. This man walked into the chapel looking very hard and intimidating. Eventually he cracked a smile and I knew we had him captive when he threw his head back in laughter at one of the songs and then proceeded to clap along. He came to my line of communion. He towered over me and cupped his very large, strong hands… hands that may have raped, or murdered, or stolen… he looked into my eyes as I looked up into his tear stained face, “His body broken for you” I said. I used one hand to place the piece of bread into his hands and cupped the underneath of his hands with my other. As I looked into his eyes I BEHELD innocence trapped deep inside. It was in that moment that I looked and beheld not a 40 year old criminal, but a child. I feel I saw a glimpse of how God sees us, beautiful and broken but with the hope and promise of redemption through LOVE. I will never be the same and I hope I can say the same for that man.
So, now I believe more than ever before. I believe that we are all made in the image of God. That we are all the beloved. That we are all broken to varying degrees. I believe that we all have hope. I believe that the CREATOR is LOVE and that LOVE will never fail. I believe that I am to tell all with my life, my work and my words that poignant truth. You are loved. You are of great worth. You have a place at the table.
My life is changed. My ministry renewed. My focus is steadfast. I believe again.
Here’s to an impactful 2013… peace to you, Melissa
This is one of my new songs that I wrote for my church, GracePointe (www.gracepointe.net). I was able to connect and write with Leslie Jordan and David Leonard (All Sons and Daughters www.allsonsanddaughters.com), who quickly became fast friends. They are also worship leaders in Franklin, TN at a church called Journey Ecclesia (www.journeyfranklin.com). I had been so moved by the songs they had been writing that they were the first I asked to be involved on my project. This first song we wrote together quickly led to 2 more that I will also be recording. The lyric for this song is based on a prayer by Julian of Norwich, a benedictine nun (1342-1416). This prayer has been a constant source of comfort for me. I hope it will be for you as well.
Remember friend…. All manner of things shall be well.
So I’m so thankful to be here in Birmingham with Lifeway and 1000+ MOM’s of all ages with all age kids. It’s really a wonderful thing to know your audience and for them to instantly feel comraderie with you just because you are all mom’s. It’s privilege to be serving them with music and to gleaning some great wisdom along with them as well. We just heard from Jen Hatmaker. I have to say I love this woman. I spent a few minutes with her after- she’s the real deal and I’m happy to claim her as friend so much still to come… I’ll be giving Updates!!!
“Until now Melissa Greene has been known for her work with the award-winning vocal group Avalon, but this impressive solo set should change that. The title track is an uptempo, dance-ready anthem with an uplifting message. “Long Road to Forgiveness” is a poignant ballad about the power of grace and redemption. “Too Far” is a rockin’ number with crunchy guitars and a cool lyric that lets Greene show her sassy side. The most memorable song is the ballad “To Trust You (Jody’s Song),” about trusting God even in the midst of painful struggles. Her immensely moving vocals reveal a singer of considerable depth and emotional integrity. —Deborah Evans Price” billboard.com review